So, just a few more days.
May. 7th, 2007 12:23 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kittybeardWow, okay, I feel like I'm going to cry from stress. Oh no, scratch that, when I go to bed I'm BAWLING. This sucks, this sucks so fucking much. This one Goddamn class...I did the research paper, ALL my write-ups ever were on time! So tonight I get assigned ANOTHER write up. For a lab I missed that NO ONE had to do a write-up for! And he never mentioned it to me last Wednesday...only the Frog Lab stuff! So suddenly this pops up? Whatever.
I considered telling him "that's not fair, I'm already doing my presentation and studying for the test and you never told me this was due" and so on but I just gave in and said I'll hand it in after class. I guess after tomorrow's exam I don't have much to do anyway...so...oh well. Physics is Wednesday so I dont have to study it til Tuesday.
And then summer starts with nothing to look forward to. Well..okay, Xenacon, and Otakon. But around here, nothing, zip, nadda. Which sucks cause I like summertime. But really all I have to wait for is to see how shitty I do in class. Yay. You know, I thought I would do good in Animal Behavior. But if he fails me, I won;t be surprised. I know the concepts and such - it's not hard. But it's showing I'm smart and not a total dufus that is the problem. Ugh, I feel dumb.
I don;t know why I'm in science. I can;t really do that type of thinking..I'm far too distracted and when it comes down to it, stupid. Organic chem I got lost in a lot. I could do Gen Chem, and Zoology, and you know, the easies...but..other than that, no. I'm like in this group of people that can identify tracks, can chim right in with what our observations tell us, and like..know how to...do things. I just just quit now, I swear. We'll see. Ugh.
So what else, what else...Oh yea, I don;t appreciate being blown off. Especially after all this! Well, I guess it's a harder habit to break than I thought. Screw you. No, really, screw you, I'm annoyed
-_- I don't know why I let myself be tricked.
Yes, I'm being emo and whiny right now. But I'm not gonna pretend to be giggly and happy.
I considered telling him "that's not fair, I'm already doing my presentation and studying for the test and you never told me this was due" and so on but I just gave in and said I'll hand it in after class. I guess after tomorrow's exam I don't have much to do anyway...so...oh well. Physics is Wednesday so I dont have to study it til Tuesday.
And then summer starts with nothing to look forward to. Well..okay, Xenacon, and Otakon. But around here, nothing, zip, nadda. Which sucks cause I like summertime. But really all I have to wait for is to see how shitty I do in class. Yay. You know, I thought I would do good in Animal Behavior. But if he fails me, I won;t be surprised. I know the concepts and such - it's not hard. But it's showing I'm smart and not a total dufus that is the problem. Ugh, I feel dumb.
I don;t know why I'm in science. I can;t really do that type of thinking..I'm far too distracted and when it comes down to it, stupid. Organic chem I got lost in a lot. I could do Gen Chem, and Zoology, and you know, the easies...but..other than that, no. I'm like in this group of people that can identify tracks, can chim right in with what our observations tell us, and like..know how to...do things. I just just quit now, I swear. We'll see. Ugh.
So what else, what else...Oh yea, I don;t appreciate being blown off. Especially after all this! Well, I guess it's a harder habit to break than I thought. Screw you. No, really, screw you, I'm annoyed
-_- I don't know why I let myself be tricked.
Yes, I'm being emo and whiny right now. But I'm not gonna pretend to be giggly and happy.
