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Disorganization. It's everywhere.
Jan. 23rd, 2009 03:39 pmUgh. So I job searched online and there's like..NOTHING I want to do ever listed. I know I'll have to stop being picky soon but...well I filled out one app for freakin AT&T since they're up and coming and won't be firing people by the bucketload anytime soon. As SOON as I finish I get the automated email of "we're going with other canditates, position filled" or some crap. It makes me wonder what question I filled out "wrong" in the multiple choice xD Although I'm surprised they decide via online...opinion based multiple choice tests and not face to face. That's kinda pathetic.
Buuuut who cares, I'm pretty apathetic about it. I'm more worried about the fact I have been sitting here like 3 hours now.
I don't feel very good today (as in feeling unhappy, not ill) and I can't seem to summon up the will to do much. There's an employement agency down the road I guess I'll go to Monday, but I...my mindframe isn't very good right now :/ I got wicked distressed last night over a picture I thought got lost, feel like a failure, and was really sad because of some stuff. Part of it had to do with...I take things way too harsh like the other night not only getting ignored by someone but barrelled past and..er..I lost the word for it but I guess just having my opinion completely disregarded. In a way. Lots of that. And just general emo, like I said.
I DID get something cool in the mail yesterday though.![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
fallenangelkat, who I met on the Blades comm, sent me a Christmas card like a month ago and it finally reached my house so my mom forwarded it over. She sent me a really nice card, so much writing inside! I was surprised how much she fit, (although Maia holds a record for tiniest writing in a card). She also drew a wicked cute picture of Jimmy dressed as a reindeer holding a lantern and Chazz being happy and offering..cheese xDD SO CUTE. Aaaaand then she sent me her original sketch of Chazz as a WOMAN! XDDD *DIES* So so funny. He looks so womanly and so..slutty! I mean, I've seen the colored one of course, but there's always something warm and fuzzy about holding an original sketch or the original of any artwork someone has posted online.
So that made me really happy yesterday ^^ I also played some Lion King for SNES (old school) and watched TV and then drew and stuff.
Let's see if I can feel better tonight. Might have to write Blades drabble or play around with a Blades video...yesterday for some reason I realized Luna Bars were in the pharmacy section of the Walmart and I started feeling all incredibly sad for Chazz ._.
Buuuut who cares, I'm pretty apathetic about it. I'm more worried about the fact I have been sitting here like 3 hours now.
I don't feel very good today (as in feeling unhappy, not ill) and I can't seem to summon up the will to do much. There's an employement agency down the road I guess I'll go to Monday, but I...my mindframe isn't very good right now :/ I got wicked distressed last night over a picture I thought got lost, feel like a failure, and was really sad because of some stuff. Part of it had to do with...I take things way too harsh like the other night not only getting ignored by someone but barrelled past and..er..I lost the word for it but I guess just having my opinion completely disregarded. In a way. Lots of that. And just general emo, like I said.
I DID get something cool in the mail yesterday though.
fallenangelkat, who I met on the Blades comm, sent me a Christmas card like a month ago and it finally reached my house so my mom forwarded it over. She sent me a really nice card, so much writing inside! I was surprised how much she fit, (although Maia holds a record for tiniest writing in a card). She also drew a wicked cute picture of Jimmy dressed as a reindeer holding a lantern and Chazz being happy and offering..cheese xDD SO CUTE. Aaaaand then she sent me her original sketch of Chazz as a WOMAN! XDDD *DIES* So so funny. He looks so womanly and so..slutty! I mean, I've seen the colored one of course, but there's always something warm and fuzzy about holding an original sketch or the original of any artwork someone has posted online. So that made me really happy yesterday ^^ I also played some Lion King for SNES (old school) and watched TV and then drew and stuff.
Let's see if I can feel better tonight. Might have to write Blades drabble or play around with a Blades video...yesterday for some reason I realized Luna Bars were in the pharmacy section of the Walmart and I started feeling all incredibly sad for Chazz ._.
