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Do ghosts have fleas?
Aug. 17th, 2008 05:34 pmToday has been..I'd say a long day but I woke up at something like 2:30. Then again, I did got to bed at 6:30. Course..I spent all night rping so it was difficult to be upset...
SO IT'S BEEN A VERY SHORT DAY.
I also reminded myself I need an icon for being sad. I have like 3 ANGREE ones and 2 that are like "EVERYONE ELSE IS STUPID" but no " I'm sad :( " ones.
Lookit her go, ramble ramble.
Today I am quite honestly, down in the dumps. I am trying to stay upbeat, but I'm not helping myself with the choices I make.
Why? Well, it was a year ago today that my dog Ginger had to be put down after suffering the usual ailments of old age, and I still miss her terribly. Obviously, I can deal with it on a normal basis, it's not like I randomly go "WAAAH GINGER". But today I cannot help but be incredibly aware of the fact she's gone, and it seems like it happened only yesterday. I'm serious - this year has gone by fast. Other emo things were occurring this time last year as well, and I think that only adds.
And because I am a buffoon, I woke up, showered, and watched All Dogs go to Heaven. It seemed only right, but the end as usual made me bawl. It always gets me when Charlie's spirit comes back to say goodbye.
The rest of the day...well I am going to go work on a picture I am doing in colored pencil, since I have not worked in that medium in a while. If it's still nice out by the time 7 rolls around, I'll go on a walk. I'd like to put new music on my MP3 player..but while it's charging okay....the computer...won't recognize it x.x So I can't move any music onto it. Maybe there is an unused port around back.
Dee told me if I felt sad to text her and she'd help cheer me up, so I may take advantage of that.
All in all, going to try and make sure events past and recent don't get me down too much. Things to look forward too...a commission was mailed to me Friday so tomorrow it'll be in? We'll hope.
SO IT'S BEEN A VERY SHORT DAY.
I also reminded myself I need an icon for being sad. I have like 3 ANGREE ones and 2 that are like "EVERYONE ELSE IS STUPID" but no " I'm sad :( " ones.
Lookit her go, ramble ramble.
Today I am quite honestly, down in the dumps. I am trying to stay upbeat, but I'm not helping myself with the choices I make.
Why? Well, it was a year ago today that my dog Ginger had to be put down after suffering the usual ailments of old age, and I still miss her terribly. Obviously, I can deal with it on a normal basis, it's not like I randomly go "WAAAH GINGER". But today I cannot help but be incredibly aware of the fact she's gone, and it seems like it happened only yesterday. I'm serious - this year has gone by fast. Other emo things were occurring this time last year as well, and I think that only adds.
And because I am a buffoon, I woke up, showered, and watched All Dogs go to Heaven. It seemed only right, but the end as usual made me bawl. It always gets me when Charlie's spirit comes back to say goodbye.
The rest of the day...well I am going to go work on a picture I am doing in colored pencil, since I have not worked in that medium in a while. If it's still nice out by the time 7 rolls around, I'll go on a walk. I'd like to put new music on my MP3 player..but while it's charging okay....the computer...won't recognize it x.x So I can't move any music onto it. Maybe there is an unused port around back.
Dee told me if I felt sad to text her and she'd help cheer me up, so I may take advantage of that.
All in all, going to try and make sure events past and recent don't get me down too much. Things to look forward too...a commission was mailed to me Friday so tomorrow it'll be in? We'll hope.
