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However long I stay...
Aug. 13th, 2008 09:17 pmI HAVE GOT TO STOP LISTENING TO THIS SONG.
Kokokokok.
So guys. I need your help. If any of you are talking to me late tonight, SEND ME TO BED AROUND 4 AM EST. I went to bed at 8 am this morning. FUCK.
And wow whatever I was thinking just failed because of Maia's typoing. Today's motto:
DON'T THINK DO.
Uhhh....
Tonmorrow I'm going down to my aunt and cousins', I REALLY do not want to x.x Just got back from Otakon and then have Sarah's birthday this weekend/mine and Keith's anniversary/...um...subject matter in next paragraph...but anyway, I guess my cousin Samantha called this past weekend because her mum vanished AGAIN (..for all your newbies, her mom just got divorced from crazy ass husband of God knows how many years and now mom wants to recover her childhood/dating years/whatever). Apparently, my aunt has also not been shopping cooking food. Um. We'll find out though. Samantha is one of those ANGSTY teenagers (though who could blame her with that dad she has) and overdramaitic...we'll see if it really is the way she's claiming.
Now..other...ness. Another reason my mind may be elsewhere this weekend.Everything is in a big jumble and along with the birthday and anniversary it will mark a year since my dog died. Ginger, some of you remember her, yes? And for those of you who added me after - I had a dog, a border collie mix, named Ginger, she was 14, and she had to be put down last year. It was a very very hard time for me. I'm not going to go on and on about it and be a broken record but..yea. I'm not sure how I'll feel this weekend because I am incredibly aware of the one year. Ginger was a family member so to not think about it at least a little would feel really assholeish to me.
*Sigh* I don't really remember when I began to feel better, I think it was when I discovered Blades - gotta love distractions, eh?
....On a sidenote, it's really corny but I find this lyric really pretty:
You can get caught between the moon and New York City
Best that you can do
Best that you can do
Is fall in love
Holy hell I got distracted again so I'm going to wrap this up. I tried to draw hooman again today, Chazz/Jimmy...I suck donkey balls at it but I am trying at least right? I've been using the artwork I got as references. To explain, I'm not like..copying styles or anything? But looking at the lines they make for noses and then face shape and such in particular. I'm very bad with faces. I'm okay with anatomy and getting better at it, but faces hurt. Also loooking at hands.
So far I think I'm making a little progress, but we shall see!
*Puppydog bum waggle*
Kokokokok.
So guys. I need your help. If any of you are talking to me late tonight, SEND ME TO BED AROUND 4 AM EST. I went to bed at 8 am this morning. FUCK.
And wow whatever I was thinking just failed because of Maia's typoing. Today's motto:
DON'T THINK DO.
Uhhh....
Tonmorrow I'm going down to my aunt and cousins', I REALLY do not want to x.x Just got back from Otakon and then have Sarah's birthday this weekend/mine and Keith's anniversary/...um...subject matter in next paragraph...but anyway, I guess my cousin Samantha called this past weekend because her mum vanished AGAIN (..for all your newbies, her mom just got divorced from crazy ass husband of God knows how many years and now mom wants to recover her childhood/dating years/whatever). Apparently, my aunt has also not been shopping cooking food. Um. We'll find out though. Samantha is one of those ANGSTY teenagers (though who could blame her with that dad she has) and overdramaitic...we'll see if it really is the way she's claiming.
Now..other...ness. Another reason my mind may be elsewhere this weekend.Everything is in a big jumble and along with the birthday and anniversary it will mark a year since my dog died. Ginger, some of you remember her, yes? And for those of you who added me after - I had a dog, a border collie mix, named Ginger, she was 14, and she had to be put down last year. It was a very very hard time for me. I'm not going to go on and on about it and be a broken record but..yea. I'm not sure how I'll feel this weekend because I am incredibly aware of the one year. Ginger was a family member so to not think about it at least a little would feel really assholeish to me.
*Sigh* I don't really remember when I began to feel better, I think it was when I discovered Blades - gotta love distractions, eh?
....On a sidenote, it's really corny but I find this lyric really pretty:
You can get caught between the moon and New York City
Best that you can do
Best that you can do
Is fall in love
Holy hell I got distracted again so I'm going to wrap this up. I tried to draw hooman again today, Chazz/Jimmy...I suck donkey balls at it but I am trying at least right? I've been using the artwork I got as references. To explain, I'm not like..copying styles or anything? But looking at the lines they make for noses and then face shape and such in particular. I'm very bad with faces. I'm okay with anatomy and getting better at it, but faces hurt. Also loooking at hands.
So far I think I'm making a little progress, but we shall see!
*Puppydog bum waggle*
