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Well ain't I the popular puppy
Nov. 7th, 2007 02:04 pmLike I've literally had 4 or 5 people wander in here to the writing center and start talking to me, mostly about tomorrow. Joey decided he wants to be my DD tomorrow for where ever I go, Brian decided to join in, and Matt came in to see about this weekend and also I reminded him of the Grateful Dead drink tomorrow. XD Awesome.
Anyway, not much to say about the last couple days..they happened? Lol. Yesterday Chemistry was cancelled since the teacher didn't feel well. I went home and took a nap, which backfired because I was even more tired afterwards and had a very weird headache x.x
I sat around and watched TV and SHIT I FORGOT TO GIVE MOM A TAPE FOR DR. PHIL
X.X It was a follw-up episode on something from last season that I was actually really interested in and I forgot to have it recorded. *Sighs* Oh well.
Anyway, yea, so I sat around xp There was a thing on the news about car thefts in Montreal and now whenever I hear about Montreal I have this BoG issue and so I had to go watch the movie. O_o It's really weird. xD
I was online at about 9:30...mom decided to be irritating. See, the door when you try to half close it, always just slides completely open. I don't do anything that requires closed doors xD But still I like to block out the sound and have a lil privacy. Anyway I had the door cracked open with the garbage can in front to keep it from fully opening.
Mom tried to open the door, and started yelling at me she needed to phone to move money into her checking "OMG RIGHT THAT MOMENT" and she's like "I thought you didn't get online til 9 anyhow!!" I was like "...It's 9:30 O_O" And she's like "..Oh..Well I ned to move checking RIGHT NOW or else I can't shop tomorrow!!!!" (Nevermind she could do it in the morning...)
So whatever, I hang up from the internet. And she starts yelling at me for the can in front of the door and that "I better never fcking lock that door!" and I'm just "wtf @_@". I've never locked the door to that room. I never even fully close it, except on rare occassions if I'm pissed at them or they have up really loud music/movie and I'm trying to hear my own.Lock it!? I don't know why she was throwing such a fit. You can move the can for God's sake.
The thing is, I kinda know they did that with the computer, facing the doorway, so they can try and see what's on my screen sometimes. It's really annoying, esecially the fact I don't do anything bad (except for read/write smut once in a while and sometimes come across some nudie art, but that's far from awful).
Eh, whatever.
In any case, I'm excited for tomorrow. Never been 21 before, right? It'll be a lot of fun, and this will be the first time in YEARS I've had a party of any sort. And these are almost all people I've never celebrated a birthday with, so I am really happy they're taking the time to come out with me and stuff.
There are a few changes this year. I will be missing a couple people from the celebrations, Keri for one since we don't even speak anymore. It's not really a sad fact, just a different one..last year I thanked her a bunch for the stuffed skunk and she gave me the weirdest, longest blank stare...made me feel weird, so it's probably for the best that's over.
There's Jessy who while we're getting along fine on DC and well..okay in general xD I still feel weird about my birthday in general since I stopped talking to her in the 2 weeks leading up to hers. Such is life though and I know I can't go back and fix it, but it's still going to hang there.
Another difference s the fact I don't see drinking as the devil anymore. Oh, I'm still not goody with it, some people piss me off with constant drunk talk, and so on. But I've made my peace, and I enjoy drinking with my friends. Hating it was a lot of negative energy that..well I dom't need it in my life. Getting myself to loosen up a bit and even if it seems retarded, I guess drinking was a good place to start.
But I still keep limits on it xp
What else is different? No Ginger. I miss that dog..so much, last night I just kept thinking about our walks. I miss those. I haven;t put on my headphones and really walked East Haven in a few months now. I feel I would give anything to have her back, yet I'm still making peace with it. It's tough, even if time has passed.
I guess I'm not done typing, but I have to go to conference. Maybe I'll babble later, maybe not.
I dunno if I'll have any entries after this for a few days, unless I explode in excitement tomorrow. We shall see =3
Anyway, not much to say about the last couple days..they happened? Lol. Yesterday Chemistry was cancelled since the teacher didn't feel well. I went home and took a nap, which backfired because I was even more tired afterwards and had a very weird headache x.x
I sat around and watched TV and SHIT I FORGOT TO GIVE MOM A TAPE FOR DR. PHIL
X.X It was a follw-up episode on something from last season that I was actually really interested in and I forgot to have it recorded. *Sighs* Oh well.
Anyway, yea, so I sat around xp There was a thing on the news about car thefts in Montreal and now whenever I hear about Montreal I have this BoG issue and so I had to go watch the movie. O_o It's really weird. xD
I was online at about 9:30...mom decided to be irritating. See, the door when you try to half close it, always just slides completely open. I don't do anything that requires closed doors xD But still I like to block out the sound and have a lil privacy. Anyway I had the door cracked open with the garbage can in front to keep it from fully opening.
Mom tried to open the door, and started yelling at me she needed to phone to move money into her checking "OMG RIGHT THAT MOMENT" and she's like "I thought you didn't get online til 9 anyhow!!" I was like "...It's 9:30 O_O" And she's like "..Oh..Well I ned to move checking RIGHT NOW or else I can't shop tomorrow!!!!" (Nevermind she could do it in the morning...)
So whatever, I hang up from the internet. And she starts yelling at me for the can in front of the door and that "I better never fcking lock that door!" and I'm just "wtf @_@". I've never locked the door to that room. I never even fully close it, except on rare occassions if I'm pissed at them or they have up really loud music/movie and I'm trying to hear my own.Lock it!? I don't know why she was throwing such a fit. You can move the can for God's sake.
The thing is, I kinda know they did that with the computer, facing the doorway, so they can try and see what's on my screen sometimes. It's really annoying, esecially the fact I don't do anything bad (except for read/write smut once in a while and sometimes come across some nudie art, but that's far from awful).
Eh, whatever.
In any case, I'm excited for tomorrow. Never been 21 before, right? It'll be a lot of fun, and this will be the first time in YEARS I've had a party of any sort. And these are almost all people I've never celebrated a birthday with, so I am really happy they're taking the time to come out with me and stuff.
There are a few changes this year. I will be missing a couple people from the celebrations, Keri for one since we don't even speak anymore. It's not really a sad fact, just a different one..last year I thanked her a bunch for the stuffed skunk and she gave me the weirdest, longest blank stare...made me feel weird, so it's probably for the best that's over.
There's Jessy who while we're getting along fine on DC and well..okay in general xD I still feel weird about my birthday in general since I stopped talking to her in the 2 weeks leading up to hers. Such is life though and I know I can't go back and fix it, but it's still going to hang there.
Another difference s the fact I don't see drinking as the devil anymore. Oh, I'm still not goody with it, some people piss me off with constant drunk talk, and so on. But I've made my peace, and I enjoy drinking with my friends. Hating it was a lot of negative energy that..well I dom't need it in my life. Getting myself to loosen up a bit and even if it seems retarded, I guess drinking was a good place to start.
But I still keep limits on it xp
What else is different? No Ginger. I miss that dog..so much, last night I just kept thinking about our walks. I miss those. I haven;t put on my headphones and really walked East Haven in a few months now. I feel I would give anything to have her back, yet I'm still making peace with it. It's tough, even if time has passed.
I guess I'm not done typing, but I have to go to conference. Maybe I'll babble later, maybe not.
I dunno if I'll have any entries after this for a few days, unless I explode in excitement tomorrow. We shall see =3
