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GOD DAMN MUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111
Sep. 21st, 2007 12:40 amToday was not a good day. Well, I suppose it wasn't too horrible during the times I spaced out in front of the television.
Last night I worked myself up so much and got so upset that this morning I woke up early with a really, really bad stomachache, so I almost didn't get up. When I did get up I just sat there for 10 minutes and stared and willed myself to feel better.
Bible class was long, and I don't think I really took notes except for a few lines. He was talking about Jacob the whole time and the Jacob stories I paid probably the most attention to when reading so..I doubt I missed much. I'm getting the major stuff. I also felt incredibly tired and weirdly overheated.
After that I got a smoothie and went outside with Keith. I love sitting outside the snackbar at the picnic tables, but there's a problem with it. The area outside the snackbar is where all the smokers hang around. Which is fine. I don't hate smokers; I can't. Joey and Sarah smoke and I love them to death. Anyway...well sitting at a picnic table just to eat unfortunately seems to double as a "omg come smoke near us!" invite. Some guy sat down with us I didn't even know....he either knew Keith or was just being friendly. He whipped out a cig..fine, I didn't even notice for the longest time.
But then my buddy Brian comes out. Brian's an okay guy. I knew him during freshmen year of high school, although for a short amount of time he was an asshole. People told me it was because he liked me but I liked Keith. Before this semester, I hadn't seen him since like...2003?
Anyway.
He comes out and stands near us and just..lights up. Fine..I'll deal..I like Brian. I usually try to get away from cigarette smoke; I don't like the smell and it doesn't leave me feeling so good. But then he decides he's done and just starts using the grass as his personal trash can.
Oh hell no, littering in front of me? So I proceed to give him the third degree. A few feet from him is a trashcan. And even better, just 10 feet away in an ashtray. But he says they're "inconvenient" and should be right where he is and blah blah they need to be closer.
...So...he's telling me, he is completely incapable of walking 10 feet to throw away his cigarette and then come back. You can do that in under a minute. Hell, under half a minute. Why is this so hard?
So follows is a discussion, Keith brings up to me about how in January the smoking out there will be banned and restricted to parking lot. Upon seeing the behavior of many smokers? Good I say. Seriously, they throw their nasty shit all over the ground out of pure laziness. Brian and this other guy are bitching about nowhere to smoke and yadda yadda. I was just ticked off.
Personally, I think it is common courtesy to ask someone if they mind the smoke before lighting up in front of them. He sure didn't. And acted like the shcool should put ashtrays all over the picnic tables so smokers can gather around them.
I'M SORRY NO. I'd like to eat on those please, thanks. Cater to the smokers? No thanks. A lot of them are just really fucking annoying. I know people, smokers and nonsmokers can be jerks, but smoking brings a lot more ickyness.
Anyway I wanted to go inside but Eric came over and sat down (he's my dear cousin's boyfriend, and I like the guy). He and Keith were talking about the critic and so I stayed put. I went in for the bathroom and when I came out and Brian had taken my seat I was like "okay hell no". I felt bad because I was scooting Keith off to leave just as Josh came out, but I felt like I just needed to go and sit with him or I would explode. I was already not feeling that..good so the stupid cigarette/littering thing just pushed me over the edge.
After some sitting and talking I felt a little better...and pretty soon I got into the van for the chem lab, which was only supposed to go til 3:00 since 2 people needed to be back by 3:30. Of course, didn't go as planned. She took forever getting us even out of there, and then when we should have headed back to the school from East Burke she decided that we simply had to do another site, and we spent an HOUR THERE. So we were an hour late x.x So two people got screwed.
AND HERE'S MY TRAGEDY. See I had on those...ah...pants...wtf..CAPRI PANTS there we go. And I had on flip flops. So I went right into the water to be helpful. And then I got stuck in mud. Fine..I pulled my foot out..but no flip flop. I had one on but even after like 45 minutes I could not find the other one. I was PISSED. And then I saw a shoe. I pull it out..and it's someone else's sandal! ...But it fit, and was for the foot I needed to...er....shoe-ize. Grrr. It really pissed me off but was also funny in that...annoying shitty sort of way.
So..I got back with muddy feet in two different shoes and yea. It was silly. When I got home I just stared at Dr. Phil...then..nice long shower..and watched my Friends boxset. After a little while it became Sims time. One of my Sims SET HERSELF ON FIRE BURING LEAVES. Wtf woman! She freakin died...so I exited the lot without saving and then went back in cause..well she was high in all her skills.
Annnnd then I came online.
Blah. Yea..not doing to good here as per usual. I guess this just is not a great year. Or well..second half...actually no, that was right bad year. There's just been a lot of shit and crappy feelings @_@ From..all kinds of things honestly.
Oh well..gotta try and think about things that make me happy, right? Wednesday...Wednesday was good. I saw Sarah like a bazillion times and ne time we went down to the snackbar and ate cookies. Although it took me a few long moments to figure out what she meant by "kiss kiss snack snack?" XD
I also had fun at the GSA meeting..the guy who will help me with advertisements is REALLY nice. He was wicked friendly and easy to talk to. Hey, doesn't hurt that he's cute too xD LOOK KEITH I DO NOTICE MEN.
WHY IS THE SKIN FALLING OFF MY MIDDLE FINGERS. This isn't funny. They itch and hurt all the time and it's like the skin is just....coming off. Of my middle fingers. So whenever I look at them it looks like I am flipping someone off. X____X
OMG XENA KISSING.
So..off to dwell on what's on my mind. I could be all vague but by now anyone keeping up with my LJ knows the major thing upsetting me. Just gotta calm down and give it more thought you know? Might be a lost cause, but who knows. I just need to shut the fuck up and think. One thing I will always remain true to: I don't wave around the "I love you" thing. I have rambled about that before..and I stick to it. So...thinking is in order.
"Whatever tomorrow brings I'll be there, with open eyes, and open ears.." - Drive, Incubus
And now to listen to Greek-Spanich gay boy singing Dancing in the Moonlight. It's FAAAAAABULOOOOUUUUS!
Last night I worked myself up so much and got so upset that this morning I woke up early with a really, really bad stomachache, so I almost didn't get up. When I did get up I just sat there for 10 minutes and stared and willed myself to feel better.
Bible class was long, and I don't think I really took notes except for a few lines. He was talking about Jacob the whole time and the Jacob stories I paid probably the most attention to when reading so..I doubt I missed much. I'm getting the major stuff. I also felt incredibly tired and weirdly overheated.
After that I got a smoothie and went outside with Keith. I love sitting outside the snackbar at the picnic tables, but there's a problem with it. The area outside the snackbar is where all the smokers hang around. Which is fine. I don't hate smokers; I can't. Joey and Sarah smoke and I love them to death. Anyway...well sitting at a picnic table just to eat unfortunately seems to double as a "omg come smoke near us!" invite. Some guy sat down with us I didn't even know....he either knew Keith or was just being friendly. He whipped out a cig..fine, I didn't even notice for the longest time.
But then my buddy Brian comes out. Brian's an okay guy. I knew him during freshmen year of high school, although for a short amount of time he was an asshole. People told me it was because he liked me but I liked Keith. Before this semester, I hadn't seen him since like...2003?
Anyway.
He comes out and stands near us and just..lights up. Fine..I'll deal..I like Brian. I usually try to get away from cigarette smoke; I don't like the smell and it doesn't leave me feeling so good. But then he decides he's done and just starts using the grass as his personal trash can.
Oh hell no, littering in front of me? So I proceed to give him the third degree. A few feet from him is a trashcan. And even better, just 10 feet away in an ashtray. But he says they're "inconvenient" and should be right where he is and blah blah they need to be closer.
...So...he's telling me, he is completely incapable of walking 10 feet to throw away his cigarette and then come back. You can do that in under a minute. Hell, under half a minute. Why is this so hard?
So follows is a discussion, Keith brings up to me about how in January the smoking out there will be banned and restricted to parking lot. Upon seeing the behavior of many smokers? Good I say. Seriously, they throw their nasty shit all over the ground out of pure laziness. Brian and this other guy are bitching about nowhere to smoke and yadda yadda. I was just ticked off.
Personally, I think it is common courtesy to ask someone if they mind the smoke before lighting up in front of them. He sure didn't. And acted like the shcool should put ashtrays all over the picnic tables so smokers can gather around them.
I'M SORRY NO. I'd like to eat on those please, thanks. Cater to the smokers? No thanks. A lot of them are just really fucking annoying. I know people, smokers and nonsmokers can be jerks, but smoking brings a lot more ickyness.
Anyway I wanted to go inside but Eric came over and sat down (he's my dear cousin's boyfriend, and I like the guy). He and Keith were talking about the critic and so I stayed put. I went in for the bathroom and when I came out and Brian had taken my seat I was like "okay hell no". I felt bad because I was scooting Keith off to leave just as Josh came out, but I felt like I just needed to go and sit with him or I would explode. I was already not feeling that..good so the stupid cigarette/littering thing just pushed me over the edge.
After some sitting and talking I felt a little better...and pretty soon I got into the van for the chem lab, which was only supposed to go til 3:00 since 2 people needed to be back by 3:30. Of course, didn't go as planned. She took forever getting us even out of there, and then when we should have headed back to the school from East Burke she decided that we simply had to do another site, and we spent an HOUR THERE. So we were an hour late x.x So two people got screwed.
AND HERE'S MY TRAGEDY. See I had on those...ah...pants...wtf..CAPRI PANTS there we go. And I had on flip flops. So I went right into the water to be helpful. And then I got stuck in mud. Fine..I pulled my foot out..but no flip flop. I had one on but even after like 45 minutes I could not find the other one. I was PISSED. And then I saw a shoe. I pull it out..and it's someone else's sandal! ...But it fit, and was for the foot I needed to...er....shoe-ize. Grrr. It really pissed me off but was also funny in that...annoying shitty sort of way.
So..I got back with muddy feet in two different shoes and yea. It was silly. When I got home I just stared at Dr. Phil...then..nice long shower..and watched my Friends boxset. After a little while it became Sims time. One of my Sims SET HERSELF ON FIRE BURING LEAVES. Wtf woman! She freakin died...so I exited the lot without saving and then went back in cause..well she was high in all her skills.
Annnnd then I came online.
Blah. Yea..not doing to good here as per usual. I guess this just is not a great year. Or well..second half...actually no, that was right bad year. There's just been a lot of shit and crappy feelings @_@ From..all kinds of things honestly.
Oh well..gotta try and think about things that make me happy, right? Wednesday...Wednesday was good. I saw Sarah like a bazillion times and ne time we went down to the snackbar and ate cookies. Although it took me a few long moments to figure out what she meant by "kiss kiss snack snack?" XD
I also had fun at the GSA meeting..the guy who will help me with advertisements is REALLY nice. He was wicked friendly and easy to talk to. Hey, doesn't hurt that he's cute too xD LOOK KEITH I DO NOTICE MEN.
WHY IS THE SKIN FALLING OFF MY MIDDLE FINGERS. This isn't funny. They itch and hurt all the time and it's like the skin is just....coming off. Of my middle fingers. So whenever I look at them it looks like I am flipping someone off. X____X
OMG XENA KISSING.
So..off to dwell on what's on my mind. I could be all vague but by now anyone keeping up with my LJ knows the major thing upsetting me. Just gotta calm down and give it more thought you know? Might be a lost cause, but who knows. I just need to shut the fuck up and think. One thing I will always remain true to: I don't wave around the "I love you" thing. I have rambled about that before..and I stick to it. So...thinking is in order.
"Whatever tomorrow brings I'll be there, with open eyes, and open ears.." - Drive, Incubus
And now to listen to Greek-Spanich gay boy singing Dancing in the Moonlight. It's FAAAAAABULOOOOUUUUS!
