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This week doesn't seem to be improving much.
Today dragged ass. Yesterday flew by but today it was cold and just..slow. I painted literally a room and a half, down from like the 3-4 usually done. We were all really bored.
Then after work I had my annual physical...yay. That was sucky. I mean I'm fine and all byt the wait was stupidly long and everything, and it was dull. My doctor talked to me about birth control and I found something that looks suitable that would work from me, of course the minute I got out and told my mom "omg! Bad bad! It gonna be bad children born without vaginas!" or some crap like that. Yea okay..I was oretty sure birth control keeps you from having crotchspawn but whatever. Before this appointment even happened she was trying to dissaude me from having birth control.
...Woman, I'm 20 years old. I'm not 13 and headed into high school. I'm 20 and have been with Keith for 6 years. I'm not a fucking kindergardner. Whatever.
So balh blah, told me I have to "research more omg!" (...We've been over birth control so many times, how much more can I possibly look up?) and she keeps saying "Oh well you won't use it til you get this this and this anyway". Fuck it!
Besides that now she's pissed because I got a Tetnis booster (God that looks like "Tetris... "Hello doctor, I keep arranging shapes hoping they'll dissapear...") but it's not stamped on this stupid lil green card? I mean my record is updated and all but she just screamed her head off at me for not having them stamp this thing that honestly DOES NOT MATTER. SO I'm being yelled at and now she's out slamming things in the kitchen because that will totally change everything, ya know.
I was already feeling very depressed today...I'm just mad about a lot of things and just a few minutes ago managed to piss myself off even more, unrelated to mom, more of mad of just being...I don't know. Starting to think Keith is right x.x I got nothing to say I guess.
Today dragged ass. Yesterday flew by but today it was cold and just..slow. I painted literally a room and a half, down from like the 3-4 usually done. We were all really bored.
Then after work I had my annual physical...yay. That was sucky. I mean I'm fine and all byt the wait was stupidly long and everything, and it was dull. My doctor talked to me about birth control and I found something that looks suitable that would work from me, of course the minute I got out and told my mom "omg! Bad bad! It gonna be bad children born without vaginas!" or some crap like that. Yea okay..I was oretty sure birth control keeps you from having crotchspawn but whatever. Before this appointment even happened she was trying to dissaude me from having birth control.
...Woman, I'm 20 years old. I'm not 13 and headed into high school. I'm 20 and have been with Keith for 6 years. I'm not a fucking kindergardner. Whatever.
So balh blah, told me I have to "research more omg!" (...We've been over birth control so many times, how much more can I possibly look up?) and she keeps saying "Oh well you won't use it til you get this this and this anyway". Fuck it!
Besides that now she's pissed because I got a Tetnis booster (God that looks like "Tetris... "Hello doctor, I keep arranging shapes hoping they'll dissapear...") but it's not stamped on this stupid lil green card? I mean my record is updated and all but she just screamed her head off at me for not having them stamp this thing that honestly DOES NOT MATTER. SO I'm being yelled at and now she's out slamming things in the kitchen because that will totally change everything, ya know.
I was already feeling very depressed today...I'm just mad about a lot of things and just a few minutes ago managed to piss myself off even more, unrelated to mom, more of mad of just being...I don't know. Starting to think Keith is right x.x I got nothing to say I guess.
