Ice cream cancels out Xena porn.....

Or so we think.

:)

My XOC friends are strange and YES I MEAN YOU NUTTY! YOU AND YOUR DARN CAMPING WITH JOXER AND ALL THAT! I NEED ICE CREAM!

See I had all kinds of stuff to type earlier but like..I forgot. It was real nice today, I know that, and we were real lazy painting..but then we got assigned the little closets for the custodians and so those are a bitch to paint x.x So nasty and dirty and just TINY. Oh well.

I drove Keith to his car repair place and to his house. Hope his car will be okay. Then I came home and OOOH I SHOWERED! I WAS IN THAT SHOWER AND LIKE IT WAS HOT!!!!!!!

Uh..then..I colored a picture. Lol. I have Fel hitting on that hot anthro deer I love so much.

OH! A CONFESSION!

I have a huge thing for hot anthro deer. Uusally I HATE hooved things that have been turned anthro but damn, I just love anthro deer and this one in partic.

I'm like that part of Xena.

BUT ANYWAY..so yea, Fel's been hitting on him cause he's like "Daaaamn."

Uh... XD

Oh my mom freaked out over the fish cooking wrong. Dad and I stayed completely silent cause..we weren;t gonna cross that. I talked to Maia on the phone and MAIA I HOPE YOUR CLEAVAGE FEELS BETTER D:

Othwer than all that I have been rather moody all evening about something and well, I thought about it and I don't really wanna talk about it. But if I seem off to anyone...yea xP

DON'T follow me....

First off Nick was doing some seven songs meme thing..basically 7 songs you are stuck on at the moment.

Me:
1. Ghost Love Score - Nightwish - Omg...it's like..an epic in a song xD
2. Fields of Gold - Sting - Never knew why, always felt attached, and I feel like the song a lot.
3. Land of Confusion - Disturbed version - Mm...It's just..yum.
4. Pas Deux Femmes - Xena soundtrack. Can we say...SEXY!?
5. Lovesong - The Cure - It's been in my head for days. It's simple, but powerful.
6. Sexyback - Justin Timberlake - No, it didn't end in Boston....
7. Kiss the Rain - Billie Myers - Not really stuck on it, so much as I needed a 7th and this came to mind.

Tagging... Keri, Keith, Kyle, Jess, Rose, GO!

I just went and watched me the 1st Xena ep. Mm...good stuff. I always forget how much I like it til someone brings it up, and then I simply MUST watch it!

This was after killing myself on DDR...Niot that I did it very hard, but I already was kinda tired from..er..being tired all day and being on my feet a lot and damn I took two walks @_@ But I knew I had to DDR so I did it til my stomach hurt and decided that was enough xD; It was hard to do it...I was okay but see since I got the new little rug on my floor the DDR matt slides all over it and bunches up x.x So I'll have to roll the rug to the side and just use the regular carpet.

I need to catch up on DC roleplays....especially Demon Snatch. Poor Danielle has been waiting forever! D: But my motivation is kinda of laying around and farting and stuff. Yea...also waiting for Garfy to get back so I can continue Merle's blind date with Thallir...I need to like write a story or something, it feels like my characters are rotting even if I draw them and think about them a lot. Weird. Maybe it's because I'm so tired lately and wish I could give them more attention? Hmm.

The Genesis version of Land of Confusion is on..MAJOR Nick vibes due to him netioning it in his LJ. XD

One of my high school friends found me on Facebook. Kinda nice to say hi to him again. If ONLY I could find Mike... *Sigh*
Really pretty pissed I lost contact with that kid. He protected me from creepy Prevost in the weight room xD

You know what I NEED to work on in the Xena fandom? My tolerance of shipper fandom (Ares x Xena)...I mean my biggest problem is the paring makes NO SENSE to me..why would Xena going for someone she KNOWS will toss her around and kind of..abuse her? Even in loving her Ares goes behind her back and shiz so them as a couple jyst..ugh... XD;;; I'm awful I cannot accept it, though I know shippers that accept us subbers and even talk with us about it. But especially when the issue of Xena sleeping with Ares comes up? I feel indescribably dirty! As if she..or I!...cheated on Gabrielle. In fact it kinda makes me sick heh....yea Xena and Ares doing it is sadly intolerable to me...

...I'm horrible ^^;

Oooh Steven Sears put up some of the pictures from the Xenacon..I wonder what he got! I wonder if the picture with Sonya and I is up...if not I'm gonna see wghat I can do to get ahold of it for memories x3 So cool. I'm just hesitant about sending a email that could sound pestery or something.
I wish I'd been at the celeb breakfast..mingling with Brittaney and Alexandra would have been so cool! Well Meighan too but..I wasn't a Discord fan at all, sadly.

Aww man..that con was fun. WHY DID IT END. I hate coming off con highs!

But anyway..yea..a good segway into my ending of tonight's post.

All today I've just been very..bleh. Bad mood :/ I have been thinking about a lot of things, one thing I don't really want to talk about because..well..it's beating a dead possum xD There's no point. I don't know why I dwell on old things really..some of them just really affect me.

And then I was moving furniture with Keith today and we werw talking and just..UGH. I started feeling all doomed, I mean kind of..any ideas I have for the future are fucked up because I'll probably be dealing with something I so wan't sure about...wish I could teach Keith a better memory but unfortunately, he forgets important things DX Oh well. I'll deal with stuff when it happens.

You know, reflecting, all my plans I had were fucked up. This wasn't supposed to go that way and neither was that, and one thing was derailed COMPLETELY and..beyond belief. It shouldn't have gotten so fucked up but fat and weirdness reared it's..a the time ugly head and ripped everything I knew apart and threw me into a ride I wasn't ready for. Hmm.

Blast. Things really arent gonna go the way I hope and plan for anymore, I have a feeling. Were they ever?

Well with that little bit of blahness, I leave you.