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I am avoiding a report
Apr. 24th, 2007 10:21 pmIt's an easy report. Seriously. One page. ABout EPT index of a river (like mayflies and stoneflies....). I just can't seem to start it!
And sometime tonight I need to look for frogs again. Prolly too cold for anything but what can I do? Report is due Friday *sigh*
I have to remember to get my stories redone for Chandlers class...and...I have an art project....Need to find 2 friggin classes to sign up for next semester *Headdesk* I'm really feeling stressed out. This sucks!
Umm and I also put myself in a bad mood. :( I was talking to Nick about something and it got me to thinking, why do I always tend to get shafted? I don't get it. I try really hard to do things good or be nice (...Hey I'm not bitchy all the time!) but I still go to the back of the line. Why? Actually it's prolly cause I'm an idiot. I tend to act without thinking.... A LOT. And sometimes I wear my heart on my sleeve and it backfires on me.
But..I don't get it. Maybe it's because of my attitude or something. Well, probably. But it didn;t get this way on it's own.
Maybe I should just stop trying, you know? It's not worht it in the end to give your all. Hmmm. I don't know. I just know I feel like I get shit on a lot. Maybe it's because I don't have the backbone to tell people off.
I watched Dragonheart tonight and it made me cry :( I have always loved that movie. It's like ultimate worship for dragon lovers.
Umm...I was gonna draw today but I didn't.
FYI the school Rugby team is full of morons who are likely inbred and should have been shot the minute they were born. Well, some of them are morons anyway.
Hmm..I kinda want to reconnect with an old friend but I think I fucked up too badly (not Jessy, someone else) so I don't know how to go about doing it. Oh well, I'll think on it.
Oh, Kyle, if you want to come to Otakon there's room. Train might cost more than last time. Nick says there's room for as many as I want to bring basically.
And sometime tonight I need to look for frogs again. Prolly too cold for anything but what can I do? Report is due Friday *sigh*
I have to remember to get my stories redone for Chandlers class...and...I have an art project....Need to find 2 friggin classes to sign up for next semester *Headdesk* I'm really feeling stressed out. This sucks!
Umm and I also put myself in a bad mood. :( I was talking to Nick about something and it got me to thinking, why do I always tend to get shafted? I don't get it. I try really hard to do things good or be nice (...Hey I'm not bitchy all the time!) but I still go to the back of the line. Why? Actually it's prolly cause I'm an idiot. I tend to act without thinking.... A LOT. And sometimes I wear my heart on my sleeve and it backfires on me.
But..I don't get it. Maybe it's because of my attitude or something. Well, probably. But it didn;t get this way on it's own.
Maybe I should just stop trying, you know? It's not worht it in the end to give your all. Hmmm. I don't know. I just know I feel like I get shit on a lot. Maybe it's because I don't have the backbone to tell people off.
I watched Dragonheart tonight and it made me cry :( I have always loved that movie. It's like ultimate worship for dragon lovers.
Umm...I was gonna draw today but I didn't.
FYI the school Rugby team is full of morons who are likely inbred and should have been shot the minute they were born. Well, some of them are morons anyway.
Hmm..I kinda want to reconnect with an old friend but I think I fucked up too badly (not Jessy, someone else) so I don't know how to go about doing it. Oh well, I'll think on it.
Oh, Kyle, if you want to come to Otakon there's room. Train might cost more than last time. Nick says there's room for as many as I want to bring basically.
