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If I had words to make a day for you...
Mar. 16th, 2007 01:35 amWow...I'm in kind of an awful mood. I've got chat windows up and everything with some fun convos going on but overall I am just in a nasty mood. I want to write or draw or something but my musefox appears to be on vavation. Well, I got a picture of Jax done and that's good. I dunno...
School was stressful today. ARt went fine, we got to do whatever we wanted thank GOD. And writing was okay too. But of course there was a hellish physics test and uh..you know how those are. I did watch my usual oh-no-physics-test-subtexty-xena ep but we'll see if that helps my luck. (..Yes, I'm serious. Xena usually brings me some good luck. That or physics drove me looney.) Our lab ran overtime as the circuits were..amusing to set up right. We have these calculations for next time. I hates and doesn't understand them so mass emo.
I also have a lab for Animal Behavior. Which I could have easily started tnoght and could STILL start but I'm so damned lazy. Just gotta write about a porcupine anyway and find some winter info on it.
Speaking of which, I wonder we'll do in lab tomorrow?
The fall schedule makes me feel incredibly dismal. There's like one whole science class I want: Wildlife Bio and Management. I might have to suck it up though and take either Chem: Water Quality, or Field Botany and Dendrology (EW).
I KNOW I'm taking French 2. The teacher is freakin HOT, which allows for me to sit and leer for an hour and 20 minutes twice a week and draw impressive drawings. Last semester whenever the teach spoke to me I kinda gave dumb half mumbles cause I was like "DEAR GOD HOT."
I'm all right. School is a lil better if you can stare at some nice...scenery.
Anyway so...I hung around with Keith and Sarah for a bit before heading home as I had a headache, was hungry, and overall TIRED.
Now I'm kinda blah. I been overthinking things a lot, even things that are old (YEARS old). I hold grudges for a while I suppose. I'm just...you ever get the feeling you put so much on the line for someone, and they just don't give a shit? You give your all but...I don't know. It's infuriating me.
I also wish..I dunno...people wouldn;t just say things for the moment. I've done it yes, and I'm mad at myself for it. You aren't satisfied with one thing so you say something else. But when thing A comes along and your satisfaction is filled, you abandonded what you said to begin with. It makes me mad.
Does that even make sense? Well, I have been awake a lil long. Oh wells.
School was stressful today. ARt went fine, we got to do whatever we wanted thank GOD. And writing was okay too. But of course there was a hellish physics test and uh..you know how those are. I did watch my usual oh-no-physics-test-subtexty-xena ep but we'll see if that helps my luck. (..Yes, I'm serious. Xena usually brings me some good luck. That or physics drove me looney.) Our lab ran overtime as the circuits were..amusing to set up right. We have these calculations for next time. I hates and doesn't understand them so mass emo.
I also have a lab for Animal Behavior. Which I could have easily started tnoght and could STILL start but I'm so damned lazy. Just gotta write about a porcupine anyway and find some winter info on it.
Speaking of which, I wonder we'll do in lab tomorrow?
The fall schedule makes me feel incredibly dismal. There's like one whole science class I want: Wildlife Bio and Management. I might have to suck it up though and take either Chem: Water Quality, or Field Botany and Dendrology (EW).
I KNOW I'm taking French 2. The teacher is freakin HOT, which allows for me to sit and leer for an hour and 20 minutes twice a week and draw impressive drawings. Last semester whenever the teach spoke to me I kinda gave dumb half mumbles cause I was like "DEAR GOD HOT."
I'm all right. School is a lil better if you can stare at some nice...scenery.
Anyway so...I hung around with Keith and Sarah for a bit before heading home as I had a headache, was hungry, and overall TIRED.
Now I'm kinda blah. I been overthinking things a lot, even things that are old (YEARS old). I hold grudges for a while I suppose. I'm just...you ever get the feeling you put so much on the line for someone, and they just don't give a shit? You give your all but...I don't know. It's infuriating me.
I also wish..I dunno...people wouldn;t just say things for the moment. I've done it yes, and I'm mad at myself for it. You aren't satisfied with one thing so you say something else. But when thing A comes along and your satisfaction is filled, you abandonded what you said to begin with. It makes me mad.
Does that even make sense? Well, I have been awake a lil long. Oh wells.
