DA is being a retard.

God DA is being so stupid, it won't let me see comments on my own journal. Grrr!!! Fuckaninniesdrjdkjmdg! Well I guess I'll send them an angry e-mail or something cause I'm mean like that =D

Anyway, yesterday was gloomy, today is gloomy, graaar so rainy. Oh well. I woke up a million times this morning..for some straaaange reason I kept thinking I was going to sleep too long and miss class O_o;; Despite the fact classs is at 4 in the freakin afternon. Weird...

Um...class was easy, started early and left early. Tomorrow I'll ask more questions like a dumbass because my brain can't do the freakin problems well. And then Thursday will be fun failing of test I imagine.

If I'm lucky, our Chem teacher won't be back, or we won't have a test for a while or something.

I'm REALLY frustrated..I need these upper level bio courses but they don't have them! The zoologist there is teaching the same old shit they teach every spring and joys I've taken it. Man...I dunno. I don't even know what I'll do once I get out. I'm torn betweet marine biology and reptile and large mammals (lions..tigers..mmm) and urrrgh.
Mom says maybe I should have been a vet afterall. I don't know though...

Or maybe I could just jump off a bridge -__- That would solve a lot.

Anyway....I had a lot to say but I guess I forgot.

Ooh you know what was dumb? I was listening to the radio last night and well, you know how schools have made it so you can't wear ;ow pants or belly shirts, that type of thing? Now I can understand those cause no one wants to see your undies or hairy buttcrack honestly, but you know what else schools are saying no to? Things like cargo pants and hoodies, baggy sweatshirts, shirts that have even most harmless logos..wtf!? What are we suppossed to do, run around wearing crappy little preppy uniforms? Um. No thanks. No hoodie and sweatshirts? I guess hoodies is so they "can't hide the Ipod they are listening to in class" Um, morons, just make a rule that hoods must be off in the classroom. I LIKE my hoodies. They're WARM. And I would basically tell my teachers fuck off. If LI had done this I can tell you I'd have probably been a bad student. And no cargo pants? SApparently you can "hide a lot in the pockets". Well then outlaw backbacks too.
Anyway, that was just so dumb. I can see not wanting to stare at McStinky's hairy butt when her tight pants reveal her whole ass as she sits down, but come on, clothes that are practical and cover you? Also, some of these schools are trying to ban jeans. JEEEEAAAANS. I don't get it.

La la la, anyway, getting to my sites...lol..I'm on this wolf rping site Maia got me into and it's fun and all but man some of these rules are DUMB. It's based on a comic the owner of the forums runs. Apparently they don't seem to want anyone taller than the main character lol, so Jessy said fuck that and did it anyway. Yes! Also I think it's dumb that if you go to use a name and someone, somewhere on this site has the same name, you HAVE to change your character's name. Nope! There's one rule I won;t follow. If I like a name I have for a character, I'm using it. They can pissfit all they want but there are plenty charaecters in the universe that share same names.

Blaaaah. Hmm. I been in a kinda dark icky mood all day. X.x Uuugh I think I need a hug or something.

I was dwelling on old things again today and well, quite honestly I pissed myself off. Oh well. There are some things that people I guess don't realize leave a mark, and make me more weary of the future. What I;'m thinking of though, I think I can control better next time. I just have to do everything for myself.

Also got reminded of something I was dreading today and it did pop up but as long as there's enough space, it should go fine. And also as long as certain people don't edge in.

Anyway I'm going to sit and be moody now.