I'll show you pain.....t

I have to watch the last half hour of Ferngully later. I watched the whole movie tonight (after dealing with a VCR jam..ick) but I made the mistake of laying down and I totally dozed off. Like I blinked and they were like "YAY BAD GUY DEAD!" and I was like "WHEN!?"

Uhmm..I was gonna draw tonight but I'm like "ENERGY *GASP* WHERE DID YOU GO." Plus when I get back online to night I gotta do pictures for people anyway. I was gonna nap but I think I'll just shower and then draw on the computer then go online..yes, lots of sitting but it's rainy out and I'm kinda bleh due to the weather and life xP

First of all Keith is being a jerk...he did something he knew I would be upset about and behind my back....too bad his little buddies are blabbermouths and I found out anyway. It's something so stupid but hey I guess he's that desperate to try and make absolutel loser guys (..plus his friend) think he's cool or something. Eh. Whatever. Anyway he's been giving me this dumb silent treatment and doesn't even feel sorry or anything you know, despirte the fact thsi is near the top of my list of things I really get nervous and weird about. You know. It doesn't matter apparently, I'm always the bitch anyway even when I haven't done anything.
And to top it off, I'm expected to apologize for being mad. Huh. Well whatever, I'm at the bottom of this pile of "things that are important." Btw because I didn't like what he did, I also have no life. Hahahaha. Funny, that.

Also both days have started out wrong. Yesterday I woke up to some MMBARF on my bedroom rug. So I rushed and cleaned that up and that along with usual getting up stuff..I was like 10 minutes late for work. Went home at like the wrong time and it fucking DOWNPOURED between the bridge and Burke. Like drive 25-30 MPH pouring. It was relaly hard to see and I was kinda worried cause I didn't know where in the road I was excpet for when other cars came by in the other lane. The fucker in front of my wasn't using his lights..also he had a white-silverish car that blended IN with the rain so ughhhh. A lot of people were out in that rain with no lights on..why? Do they like getting in accidents?

Last night I didn't get to bed when I wanted to..today I woke up at the time WHEN I USUALLY NEED TO LEAVE. Speed dressed, was 15 minutes late to work. Tghe whole day was kind..urgh. Then after I went to the gym alone because Keith was busy being too assholish and flat out lazy..plus we'd barely even spoken all day xP

Um...came home, cleaned up, ate. Whoo. It was unfun. No thunderstrom yet.

Anyway, think that's enough for now xP