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*Sim Refusal*
Jun. 6th, 2006 10:16 pmUHHHM.
I don't really know why I'm updating. I guess cause I can!
WELL nothing eventful. I finally used up my damn roll of pictures and turned in the camera today so soon I should have my AB, Memorial Day and uh..random! pictures. I didn't take many pictures at the convention..which is just as well. I want to remember it but thinking about parts of also puts my stomach in a huge knot X.x
But anyway...
I turned in the bag of cans I got from the college like last week and along with our own tiny ass bag of coke cans I got like $21 and I was like O___O;;. I'm used to getting far less at the redemption center so that was just weird.
What else. I FORGOT TO PICK UP CRICKETS FOR ME LIZARDS. OH EMO. One of my milipedes died too ... D: BUT 2 are still alive and doing really good :3 ... Yes I love my bugs xD
Painting is fun. Keri and I spend a lot of time laughing loudly and calling eahc other AWFUL things aww, can you feel the love. Although today I think I felt a little too much love...Okay I'M not even sure what I meant by that.
Uh....uh....hum. I had rantings but now I don't fee like typing them O_O One was on driving, another was on that whole gay marriage ban thing, and another had to do with talking to people but I guess they all 3 died before I could actually write them down.
Okay I lied I can do 2/3. The driving thing? I just was thinking about it earlier and I just...really am still spooked of driving O_O; Ya I know really dumb but like I am always afraid I'm not gonna look right or gonnna somehow miss a BIG FREAKIN CAR coming when I turn or something..like I try to be really attentive but it's...you know, me, I do dumb things X.x I guess I just need more confidence. Gaaaah.
Another thing I was thinking about, the talking to people? Ya.I dunno I was just thinking about it. People know how I get upset a lot right and usually need someone to talk to but I never take advantage..I dunno, I guess after I try to like talk to someone about something I'm sad about or something I feel I always feel dumb, like I said too much and sound like a weirdo. I dunno. I guess I'm just scared to open up because I'm afraid of reactions. If I could just get rid of that there's a LOT of things I'd tell people probably. Like...I dunno. Stuff I don't tell anyone, like not even Keith because..well usually I simply dun wanna XD We all need our little secrets after all ;3 But sometimes there are people you want to tell. @_@ Okay this is getting pointless lol.
Uhm..I don't have much else..I played DDR tonight GO ME. Couldn't find Extreme 2 so I put in Max 2. I think that one is..okay when I play it by myself but I HATE playing it with opther peop,e because people tend to choose that Goddamn whistle song with "lawlers it sounds like blowjobs and thatz so funnee hay look a ballooon". I just get tired of the song.
I have Matt's hugeass binder of anime and I haven't watched any yet because I run out of time based on whatever I'm doing >_< Arrgh.
Anyway..I've been in a good/uneasy mood all day for some reason and I think I need to play some games to remedy that. Like not a bad mood just kinda...errrm..I dunno. Just off xP
I don't really know why I'm updating. I guess cause I can!
WELL nothing eventful. I finally used up my damn roll of pictures and turned in the camera today so soon I should have my AB, Memorial Day and uh..random! pictures. I didn't take many pictures at the convention..which is just as well. I want to remember it but thinking about parts of also puts my stomach in a huge knot X.x
But anyway...
I turned in the bag of cans I got from the college like last week and along with our own tiny ass bag of coke cans I got like $21 and I was like O___O;;. I'm used to getting far less at the redemption center so that was just weird.
What else. I FORGOT TO PICK UP CRICKETS FOR ME LIZARDS. OH EMO. One of my milipedes died too ... D: BUT 2 are still alive and doing really good :3 ... Yes I love my bugs xD
Painting is fun. Keri and I spend a lot of time laughing loudly and calling eahc other AWFUL things aww, can you feel the love. Although today I think I felt a little too much love...Okay I'M not even sure what I meant by that.
Uh....uh....hum. I had rantings but now I don't fee like typing them O_O One was on driving, another was on that whole gay marriage ban thing, and another had to do with talking to people but I guess they all 3 died before I could actually write them down.
Okay I lied I can do 2/3. The driving thing? I just was thinking about it earlier and I just...really am still spooked of driving O_O; Ya I know really dumb but like I am always afraid I'm not gonna look right or gonnna somehow miss a BIG FREAKIN CAR coming when I turn or something..like I try to be really attentive but it's...you know, me, I do dumb things X.x I guess I just need more confidence. Gaaaah.
Another thing I was thinking about, the talking to people? Ya.I dunno I was just thinking about it. People know how I get upset a lot right and usually need someone to talk to but I never take advantage..I dunno, I guess after I try to like talk to someone about something I'm sad about or something I feel I always feel dumb, like I said too much and sound like a weirdo. I dunno. I guess I'm just scared to open up because I'm afraid of reactions. If I could just get rid of that there's a LOT of things I'd tell people probably. Like...I dunno. Stuff I don't tell anyone, like not even Keith because..well usually I simply dun wanna XD We all need our little secrets after all ;3 But sometimes there are people you want to tell. @_@ Okay this is getting pointless lol.
Uhm..I don't have much else..I played DDR tonight GO ME. Couldn't find Extreme 2 so I put in Max 2. I think that one is..okay when I play it by myself but I HATE playing it with opther peop,e because people tend to choose that Goddamn whistle song with "lawlers it sounds like blowjobs and thatz so funnee hay look a ballooon". I just get tired of the song.
I have Matt's hugeass binder of anime and I haven't watched any yet because I run out of time based on whatever I'm doing >_< Arrgh.
Anyway..I've been in a good/uneasy mood all day for some reason and I think I need to play some games to remedy that. Like not a bad mood just kinda...errrm..I dunno. Just off xP
