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Okay this is the best mac and cheese EVAR. Oh Gawd....so good..it's called "Bowl Appetit" or something like that and it's so cheap and OMFG the cheese sauce is so good ahhhhh...

Well I didn't do DDR or walking today :( I wanted to. But the cold hit me real bad about 3:30 and I collapsed on the couch wrapped in my robe and a huge blanket. Ugh. Pity goes here >>>

Tomorrow and Wednesday we're suppossed to have snow! Dammit! I guess it'll be nice again soon after but still, wtf? And not just snow but a big Noreaster.

I found some funny stuff today. It was OLD stuff. I found like a notebook I used for drawing back in Graded school and..OMG..no, just no. I was SO awful. OMG. Yuck.

Then I found a journal I had to keep for English freshmen year of High School..I read al the entries I had between August 31st and March 1st. WOW lol. That was when I went through my main Tenchi phase, and I was still in Girl Scouts. So most entries were like "I watched/ordered/dreamed about Tenchi today!" or "The Girl Scout leader is boring I hope she falls off a cliff." She really was boring though. Who the fuck tries teaching 6 year olds about different forks for Thanksgiving!? (..Us older girls had to sit with the ounger girls in meetings.) That lady also used to want to be all religious at meetings and stuff and it shouldn't be that way..lol, she must have hated me becuase I always got the little kids going when she was trying to be dull xD She was a pretty awful leader.

Anyway, I have not much to say, so I took this survey from Mary to fill out because it's delightfuly long.





1) Your gender: FEMALELIAN
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: Xenasexual =D
(3) Single?: No
(4) Want to be?: YES BECAUSE THEN KERI AND I WOULDN'T HAVE TO HAVE SEX IN SECRET
(5) Your birth day: Nov 8th 1986
(6) Age you act: Hmm...it's down there xD
(7) Age you wish you were: Like 10 or 11 so I could do a few things differently.
(8) Your height: 5'10
(9) The color of your eyes: BLOO
(10) Happy with it?: Yes?
(11) The color of your hair: Blooonde
(12) Happy with it?: Yea
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: Right
(14) Your living arrangement?: I live with my parental units and dog.
(15) Your family?: Uh...immedidiate? Mom, Dad, brother, dog.
(16) what's your job: XD The thing I get paid to do? Tutor. Oh and weather observer.
(17) Piercings?: Nupe
(18) Tattoos?: None yet
(19) Obsessions? Xena holy crap Xena
(20) Do you speak another language? I SPEAK THE LANGUAGES OF "LOVE" AND "BITCH".
(21) Have a favorite quote?: A few actually.
(22) Do you have a webpage?: No
(23) Do you live in the moment?: Depends
(24) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others: Eh heh...depends
(25) Do you have any secrets?: Of course!
(26) Do you hate yourself?: Hmm, pretty much.
(27) Do you like your handwriting?: Yes!
(28) Do you have any bad habits?: Dear God yes
(29) What is the compliment you get most from people?: My art
(30) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: "BITCH"
(31) What's your biggest fear?: Hmm, rejection
(32) Can you sing: Nope
(33) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: O_o No
(34) Are you a loner?: I think so, a lot of things I like/do are unpopular with my friends.
(35) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Dunno
(36) Are you a daredevil?: No
(37) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself: Aha of course
(38) Are you passive or agressive? Passive
(39) Have you got a ?: A..what?
(40) What is your greatest strength and weakness? Weakness? What other people think of me. Strength? Er, I dunno.
(41) What one thing would you change about yourself if you could?: My attitude, and how easily I let things get to me.
(42) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: Creativity
(43) How do you vent?: LJ, art.
(44) Do you think you are emotionally strong? No
(45) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Yea
(46) Do you think life has been good so far?: Eh.
(47) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? Friends will always hurt you most.
(48) What do you like the most about ur body? Uh..
(49) And least?: The fact I'm out of shape
(50) Do you think you are good looking: Not really
51) Are you confident?: No
(52) What is the fictional character you're most like? Hmmm...I'm not sure, but I bet there's someone I'm not thinking of.
(53) Do people know how you feel?: In general, not really. I'm good at hiding stuff at times.
(54) Are you perceived wrongly?: Yea, sometimes

DO YOU...
(55) Smoke?: No
(56) Do drugs?: No
(57) Read the newspaper?: If we have it
(58) Pray?: No
(59) Go to church? No
(60) Talk to strangers who IM you? Yea
(61) Sleep with stuffed animals?: Yea
(62) Take walks in the rain?: Yea
(63) Talk to people even though you hate them? I would...
(64) Drive?: Yes
(65) Like to drive fast?: Not really
(66) Liked your voice?: Sure?
(67) Hurt yourself?: Not physically
(68) Been out of the country?: Yes
(69) Eaten something that made other people sick?: Yes
(70) Burped?: Of course!!!
(71) been unfaithful?: Nope.
(72) been in love?: Yea
(73) Had a surgery?: Small one yea
(74) Ran away from home?: No
(75) Played strip poker?: Yes
(76) Gotten beaten up?: Nope..I did the beating >_>;
(77) Been picked on?: Yes
(78) Been on stage?: Yes
(79) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?:
O_o
(80) Slept outdoors?: Yes
(81) Thought about suicide?: Yes
(82) Pulled an all-nighter?: Yes
(83) If yes, what is your record?: I dunno, just a few
(84) Gone one day without food?: Yes
(85) Talked on the phone all night?: Yes
(86) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: Yes
(87) Slept all day? Yes
(88) Killed someone?: No
(89) Made out with a stranger? No
(90) Had sex with a stranger?: TOTALLY OMG IT WAS A HOT SUMMERS NIGHT IN DECEMBER
(91) Thought you're going crazy?: Yes
(92) Kissed the same sex? No..
(93) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: OMFG ALL THE TIME I CAN'T STOP HELP HELP I'M A BUG
(94) Been betrayed?: Er..in a way
(95) Had a dream that came true?: Eh
(96) Broken the law?: Yea
(97) Met a famous person?: No
(98) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: A toad :(
(99) Stolen anything?: Nope
(100) Been on radio/TV.?: Yea
(101) Been in a mosh-pit?: No
(102) Had a nervous breakdown?: Maybe?
(103) Considered religious vocation?: No
(104) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: NO I AM GOOD MY TEACHER GAVE ME A+
(105) Bungee jumped?: No
(106) Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yes
(107) Shoe brand: Whatever the fuck fits
(108) Brand of clothing?: Whatever fits O_o
(109) Cologne/perfume?: Something nice smelling
(110) What are normally wearing to school/ work?: Jeans, t-shirt, and a sweatshirt depending
(111) Wear hats?: Cat Hat =D
(112) Judge other people by their clothing?: At times
(113) wear make-up?: No
(114) Favorite place to shop?: Best Buy. Or Ebay.
(115) Favorite article of clothing?: Toughy..Cat Hat, Cargo Pants, Kyo Shirt, Tsugi/Phi shirt..
(116) Are you trendy?: No
117) would you rather wear a unifrom to work?: current job? O_o NO

BELIEFS
(118) Believe in life on other planets?: A little
(119) Miracles?: Eh
(120) Astrology?: No
(121) Magic?: Not really
(122) God?: Not directly
(123) Satan?: No
(124) Santa?: XD When I was little
(125) Ghosts?: Yes
(126) Luck?: Yes
(127) Love at first sight?: Erm..no
(128) Yin and Yang?: No
(129) Witches? No
(130) Easter bunny?: No
(131) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes
(132) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: No
(133) Do you wish on stars?: A lot actually

LOVE, and all that
(134) did you get frightened or uncomfortable at the site of this?: No
(135) Do you remember your first love? Yes
(136) Still love him/her?: Yes
(137) Do you consider love a mistake?: No
(138) What do you find romantic?: Uh..stuff?
(139) Turn-on?: WATCHING XENA IN MY UNDERWEAR WITH ONE OF THEM GIANT FOAM HANDS
(140) Turn-offs?: DOG SHIT
(141) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: No.
(142) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: Kinda bad but my ego would be pumped a lil.
(143) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: Either
(144) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable": Yes >_>
(145) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: I dunno, maybe?
(146) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: No.
(147) What is best about the opposite sex?: ..The different parts
(148) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: How their minds work
(149) What's the last present someone gave you?: Uh...present? None romantic present? Cause that was tablet/ Harvest Moon.
(150) Are you in love?: Yea
(151) Do you consider your significant other hot?: Yes
(152) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: Stop and applaud.

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(153) That haunted you?: Uh..? Dunno
(154) You wanted to kill?: Eheheheheh...
(155) That you laughed at?: Probably Keri when we were on MSN last night
(156) That laughed at you?: XD Keri for the magic that was "GOETHER"
(157) That turned you on?: Xena omfg wtf chips
(158) You went shopping with?: I dunno..Keith?
(159) To disappoint you?: ........
(160) To ask you out?: Keith?
(161) To make you cry?: ........
(162) that you thought about?: Keith
(163) You saw a movie with?: Keith
(164) You talked to on the phone?: Keith
(165) You talked to through IM?: Jessy
(166) You saw?: Keith
(167) You lost?: Myself. Unless you want a real person, in which case that may be as far back as Malcolm.
(168) You thought was completely insane?: XD
(169) You wanted to be?: Gabrielle
(170) You told off: I don't remember
(171) You trusted?: Keith


WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(172) Smiled?: Tonight
(173) Laughed?: Today
(174) Cried? Probably 3 or 4 weeks ago
(175) Bought something: Sunday
(176) Danced?: Fuck I dunno
(177) Were sarcastic?: I always am
(178) hugged someone? Keith on Sunday
(179) Talked to an ex?: I don't have any :P
(180) Watched your fave movie?: A few months ago
(181) Had a nightmare?: Like a month ago
(182) Talked on the phone?: Tonight
(183) Listened to the radio?: Today
(184) Watched TV?: Today
(185) Went out: Uh..Sunday? Or out with people, Friday
(186) Helped someone?: Maybe last night?
(187) Were mean?: Probably recently >_>
(188) Sang?: Last night in the car
(189) Saw a movie in a theater?: Last Sunday - Memoirs of a Geisha
(190) Said "I love you"?: Tonight
(191) Missed someone?: Always
(192) Fought with a family member?: Last week maybe
(193) Fought with a friend?: Hmm, dunno
194) Had a serious conversation?: Today
(195) Got drunk?: EVIL.
(196)Kissed?: Yesterday
(197)cuddled?: Yesterday
(198)puked?: Lil over a year ago
(199)went to church?: Never did
(200)were bored?: Today