This Bitch Got Game

Ahhh of course, the sad Xena track just had to play. You know what I was thinking about ealrier this week, with all the crappiness happening to people around me and my own blahness, it's juust plain annoying that the fictional world had to be sad too and kill Xena. =(

I didn't go to work today at all...no one else would be there and the last thing I needed was to be there alone all day painting and thinking. Blah. Plus..you know, there's only a week left of work now and so it won't hurt anything taking today off. I'm glad I did. I got some sleep and some lazing in, and Keith and I had the time to go swimming. His dad made us some Gao's chicken as well, and that was yum. ^^

What else..got another letter from Maia!!! Only to lose it in Keith;s car in his retardo glove compartment which you;d think he;d have at least blocked off by now. Oh well. I read it first so yaaay. Maia if you want to come stay you're more than welcome. We should go to the fair!!

Let's see...well this past week kinda sucked, I was tired as hell all the time because I suck at actually getting sleep x.x Monday was nice, and Tuesday was okay, after work. That was mine and Keith's 5th anniversary so we had a good time and spent time together, and watched "Fun with Dick and Jane". ...And I made him watch a lot of Friends lol.

Wednesday we saw Audra and went with ehr to the Thai Cuisine place. I'd never been there. All the food looked wierd and expensive, so I ordered something cheap that Audra recomended. We had the same thing AHH BLISS. It was okay. But I sure don't think Thai food is for me. The flavor is odd and there's too many veggies for a veggie hater like me.

Thursday I came home with Keith and we...fell asleep for a LOOOONG time O_O;; Then at like 7 ...I don;t remember what we did, prolly watched TV. Just sorta hung out all night, I spent an obsenely long time on the computer and succeeded in getting Rose mad at me x.x She thought I was just passing messages for people and said I've obnly IM'd her to complain about DC....But..I know exactly why I IM'd her the past few times that I have, and none of them involved complaints. They were about her new pet, or her pirate name, and shit..something else I remembered earlier x.x. Bah. I tried to say I was sorry she felt that way and tried to make sure things were okay hut she just..she doesn't like talk-talk. Just half chats most of the time. So like she barely answered me and I was like "urgh."

Bleh.

I do have some rantings of my own. YES AS USUAL. You may all go avoid my emo or whatever, I don't care xP
I just been learning things lately, from things happenin to me.
Like if you put someone high on a pedestal, you've screwed yourself, cause there's no way for them to lead you but down.
And..some people..maybe like Rose, I don't know if she was mad or what, but some people will always only view you as a "chat buddy". Crack, fun, laughing, or gossip is all they can take. If you try to give them help that involves something they don't like, or talk, or hell show you are different from them, they'll piss on you. You think you know a person. I guess no personal talks eh. I have to keep it all funny and silly.
People change. That's the hardest one to take. They can morph from sweet nice people to ASSHOLES who think they got something to be snobby jerks about, while they don't. Like they think that they're so much smarter, or prettier, or that they're so much more creative, and all they do is copy what's popular. Ick.
Oh. Answering arguments in dumb ways. Some time ago, a month I think?.. I posted on LJ on something that had annoyed me and someone else fired back a response in their LJ..nevermind they were telling me about someothing while they read my entry. They didn't evn have the decency to talk about it right away, just slink around it and type it up to avoid confrontation. Yea, that was real sneaky. More like fucking pathetic. *Rolls eyes*

Oh..dear God..Xena rap. Heads up mah brother cause here comes another for your...! I'll behave.

Uh..where was I.

I also dislike extreme contradictoryness. Lol. xD That's so not a word. Like "waaa I need cheese!! You always get cheese!" *Offered a nice cheddar* "NO someone's waving a big shiny toast at me." *Takes toast, but damn, needed that cheddar.*

..Okay. I think my brain died out there.

Uhm. Wow. I don't exactly know what happened.

Anyway, I'm going to do some dreading of next week, yea only that much work left but I dun wanna for..several reasons X.x


I dunno. I think I need advice on how to tell someone when they're really hurting me.